Way past due update!

Well, I know it's been a very long time since I updated this blog. But as I lay here in bed, again, unable to sleep, I figured "why not!".

This day is going to be a very hard one for me today. It's supposed to be my due date. In case you didn't hear, I miscarried in January. So my baby that was supposed to be here in my arms any day now, is not. So I apologize a head of time if I'm an emotional wreck for a few days..

On top of that, I decided that being apart from Marcus royally sucks! I miss him so much! And so does little miss Mac. She has picked up on the "terrible two's" quite fast! OH how I miss those days where she would just lay on my chest and sleep......

On the plus side, Marcus will be home in as little as a month to 2 months! And I'm going to try to go out and see him the weekend after my birthday!

Also, another plus, I've been working for the company I work for(DishOne Satellite) for a little over a year now..... That's exciting! I've been working nights and it turns out there is a pretty good chance I might be able to move to day shifts! Oh what I would give to be able to be here when McKaylee get's up in the mornings AND when she goes to bed.....and not just one or the other! To be able to make plans to see my friends, and go out to movies and concerts and basically have a life again! Not that I've been missing a lot, and I'm very greatful to have my job! I actually LOVE my job, who can say that? Not a lot of people, but I do. I love the people I work for and the people I work with! But I do miss my family......

Anyways, I've been rambling on long enough! I'm going to shut this computer now, and attempt to go to sleep......HA I'm funny!

Night!